Love songs have their own magic and speak their own language. I always wanted to have a love song composed by myself and so I drew inspiration from a fictitious love affair to write this particular song. I never imagined it would come out so beautifully and that I ever had any love instincts within me. Now I know I have one !
Lyrics
On a Saturday morning, I am feeling your love
Feeling it all, through my blood
I know its a day when I can't get you out,
Out of my mental state
Kind of got up, and I'll be raging,
Drive me crazy for her adulation
When my going to all so tough….
Indicatory notion, Psycho-contrary fixation
Bold-Humanity motion, Fago-Fanatic sensation
Seeing it all through the way …
Insomnia is the album that I propose to write with the motif of soul-discovery. Lost Alone is the first song in this series and I composed it during those very tough years of my life when I had realized the need of shutting myself out from the external world and getting lost on the road to finding my own true-self.
Lyrics
Lyrics
I enter a dark door hallway,
Filled round with all kinds of people
There are people I see who know me,
But they still don't seem all that familiar
But my mirror, which lies in front of me,
Tries to talk to me about this craziness…
So tell me, why the whole world,
Has to fall away to something as deep,
As deep as Insomnia ….
I can't understand why the whole world,
Can't do away with something as deep,
As deep as Insomnia ….
Leads are fascinating pieces of a musician's work and can convey a lot of meaning. I started reading and writing riffs in my pursuit to master the art of lead guitaring through which you can literally live in such a wonderful solitary world and lose yourself for hours together. This one's a sample of my effort to make any lead dance to its own tune.
To compose this lead required absolutely no pre-planning at all and the tune came so naturally that I was literally flowing with the music. It all came from the bottom of my heart. The recording quality may be not upto the mark because of the kind of recording equipment that I currently have. It basically consists of an acoustic guitar and an amplifier. I have a headphone and mic along with it to record my leads. There is no direct connection of my guitar to the computer. Also the noise levels around my room are quite high. In spite of this I spend hours making my recordings perfect.
I plan to play more leads and compose many as he days pass by. Right now I am undertaking self-learning in the area of lead music and wish to perfect my hold on the guitar. I am also planning to buy an electric guitar which would really make the thing easy for me. I discovered leads to be really interesting recently. Until now I was concentrating on bass and rhythm guitar and found them much simpler to play. However a distinct lack of self-expression was what I discovered with these two modes of play and so I have added lead guitaring also to my arsenal.
Lead Guitaring is something that directly connects your heart with your instrument by giving a channel of expression to your innermost feelings.
Lyrics
Baras baras mere saawan, (Come fall on the earth my rain)
Tu aa bhi ja meri bahon mein, (And come in my arms)
Tu aa bhi ja meri rahon mein (And also come in my lanes)
Aasman ye, cheerkar, (Come piercing the sky)
Tu aaja meri dharti par, (Come to my mother earth)
Rut nayee, cha gayi, (There is a new wave of love)
Jindagi ye khil gayi, (And everyone's life has blossomed)
Aur naye hai pal, (The times are new as well)
Door khile chaman, (At a distance, see the flowers blossom)
Muskura jara, (So my love, smile and be happy)
Aa bhi jaare janeman (Oh rain come to my mother earth)
Nothingness is one of those love songs which deeply touch you, not once but repeatedly for a whole period of time until all the pain that you relate to finally disappears into a dark zone. This song's for every lover who has ever been part of a broken relationship and wishes he had never been through it all. The underlying theme is that of making it all alone in this grisly nothingness surrounding each one of us.
Lyrics
I wanted to be there for you the other day
I wanted to be there somehow
I wanted to do all the things that you ever dreamt
I wanted to make them happen
But I couldn't fill the wish
And I couldn't keep the promise
And all the things just went so wrong
Somebody save me now that I'm all alone
Somebody lift me from the holes I know
Somebody hold me over all the crachens
Oh baby come to me that's all I pray
In nothingness I'm falling apart my baby wonder
In nothingness I'm falling apart…
